I feel my life is a pile of shit. The kind of shit I created for myself.
When people took my chance to show off, I say, you guys are too boring to see my dance, You don't understand, so I do not do, Even not a minute I push myself to get the chance I deserve
When people took the man I like, I say, there will be a better one next time I say I just hate the way they look at me, I do not care
When I indulged myself so much and lose the chances of being better I should have, I just laugh and say, I don't care, There will be next time, Next time will be better.
But reality is, if I do not seize a chance at the moment, I will lose the next one, and the next and the next one, So my life will just be a pile of shit..
Shit, I created the world myself.
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